Only a week and a half left

Wow this semester has flown by and I have so many good memories and awesome friends to thank here. I'm still hoping there is a way to stay here but I don't know how. I really can't bear to leave this - my comfort zone. On the other hand I realize that Ithaca is the "real world". Gallaudet is my bubble a place I can call home. I do know for sure I prefer the Deaf world over the hearing world. I doubt I'll date another hearing person again lol but who knows. Sometimes I feel like I've already met my other half but it's still early yet. I've got alot more life to live :) I cant bear to leave him alone and it breaks my heart that I may not see him for a long time. I know he will be fine but I can't help but worry some. No one knows the future but Him. Trying to calm my fears about my future and my career. I'm still not sure if teaching HS English to the Deaf is for me but I definitely want to try. I love what this world has shown me and I think I would love to live in a Deaf community. I think that would be AWESOME! Also trying not to let things or people discourage me from my dreams, goals and aspirations. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. I need to lean on that if I truly am going to get anywhere.